Pengikut mogok lapar

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

i was surprised that you've made the move, thank you for everything and insyallah i'll.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Monday, February 20, 2012

My job.

My workplace:




My boredness level 72:



My boredness level 137:




My Boredness level INFINITY!!!


Guess what? Rm60/day

Problem guys??

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Si Natrajan


I was lucky, 
dibesarkan dalam keluarga sederhana. 

cukup makan,
cukup minum. 

tak terlalu mengejar harta dunia. 


"Carik duit susah, buang duit senang" - Natrajan


All i need is experience, and happiness.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Rindu


Rindu
nak berblog. 

sangat lama tak post entri,
sorry guys. 

been busy,
tapi bila baca post dulu-dulu, 
semangat nak tulis tu,
datang balik. :)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

What a night.


Lebih kurang macam ni,
tapi takde side mirror lagi. Lepas tu brek masih dalam process. Pakai drum brek je mula, pasal belum siap. Malam tadi aku test drive, sebab rasa semua hampir complete.

Aku bawak pegi main futsal.
Serius dari petang terdetik nak rasmi, selalu aku bawak Savvy je.



Savvy kereta drift aku,
so bawak laju memang best. Tapi hati berat suruh aku test drive Volkswagen putih tu, so aku terus pelan-pelan try reverse dari garaj rumah.

"Gear susah sikit nak masuk, break sangat tak boleh dipercayai." 

mungkin sebab first time kan, lama-lama okay lah tu. So terus aku bawak, dari gear 1 ke gear 2 je dalam kampung. Sebab gear 3 kalau bawak pon 40km/h memang mati enjin. Slow sangat.

Sampai simpang depan rumah,
tiba-tiba budak kecik pakai baju tidur yang satu set sekali dengan seluar tu lari laju lintas jalan. Aku terkejut, siap sempat fikir lagi betul ke tak.

Aku brek!, brek tak makan!
brek lagi, bunyi macam drift. Orang kedai makan semua tengok, mat rempit tengah tunggu turn nak pegi finish line pon benti kejap. Tengok jadi apa.

budak tu lari dari tepi jalan, sampai je kat bumper aku terus hilang.
aku bayang dia dah kena sedut masuk bawah kereta.

sempat aku bayang,

"tolong lah jangan budak..anak kucing, takpon ayam." 

bapak dia lari kemain laju, mak dia second. Aku dalam kereta lagi, tengok bapak dia buat apa. Bapak dia tunduk, macam amik anak dia bawah kereta aku.

selamat anak dia nangis! maknanya aku tak lenyek mulut anak dia. Maknanya mesti anak dia tak masuk bawah kereta aku! bapak dia pun angkat, dukung anak dia. Aku tengok, kot la ade darah, baju koyak-koyak.

Tapi selamat takde pape,
tapi serius bumper volkwagen 100% besi. So kalau langgar dinding, dinding kemek. Takut jugak kalau-kalau tulang anak dia patah. Tulang budak lembut.

"Anak pakcik okay tak??!" 
"taktaula dia duk lari lintas jalan buat apaa, kan dah cakapp" 

sambil muka cool,
aku tutup enjin.

"Ada luka tak pakcik?"
"takdak kot, tengok okay ja ni. Nangis ja la kot." 

mak dia sampuk, "Maaf ya dik, Makcik pun taktau laa jadi macam ni." 

datang brother ala hindustan,
mungkin geng mat rempit tadi.

"Bro, baik hang blah. Hang tak salah pun." 

aku tau aku tak salah,
sebab tu aku tak blah. Kalau salah dah lama aku blah.

Start enjin, buat cool.
Sampai traffic light, kaki kat clutch ketaq. Ketaq sebab clutch ketat ke ketaq sebab trauma. Terus pegi rumah  Anep, bawak dia pegi main futsal.


Kalau aku guna Savvy tadi? bawak 60km/h?

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

and me.


Don't you dare try to think that i'm the bad guy. Because i've endured so much things that u'll never know. Which was my last effort. Goodluck for you and me.

And the so called thing was love.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The thing.

For once,
I had this bright, happy little thing.
and it had become bigger and brighter.
I was so lucky.

and for that moment,
this thing was so solid,
structured to a shape.

i keep it, deep inside me.
as my lucky charm.

somehow,
i just didn't get it.
day after day, the thing was covered by dust.
dust and more dust for the days after, though. 

there's too much of dust.
it turned to layers and coated the thing.
sudden becoming a solid too.

that changed the shape of the thing.

but still,
i had this thing.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Seedlings.


I have these 7 kids.
macam dalam keluarga lain,
mereka pun ada along, angah, achik dan lain-lain.

aku sangat risau,
3 dari 7 ini tak memberi respon apa-apa,
tanda nak memberontak pun takde. Harap semua berjalan dengan lancar.

Oh man,
i'm so nervous. Bukan senang nak jaga, benda macam ni tak boleh bawak main. Bila aku dah start siram, automatik aku bertanggungjawab jaga kebajikan mereka.

bertahanlah!